Level 2
May 12, 2016 by Renate G.
Filed under Integrations
Dear Mr. Hamilton, I am excited and feel within me a joy, that I cannot put words to it. What has been happening with me is being honest with myself and others. On 3 different occasions I saw the deception and confronted the individuals and told them NO, will not fall into that trap. Early this morning I had an AHA moment where I began to create value. All thru the past week I had to attend to my Dachshund who suddenly. lost the use of his hindlegs, during the visit to his Veterinarian I got this thought how to make it easier for his legs and started like a sling under his belly and to hold him up,thoughts came how to produce them and how to mark it them, and maybe getting some medical input from the Vet. Found my mind just going into a realm of maybe power thinking. Can you help me explain what is happening to me?
Dear Mr. Hamilton,
I have been digging deep mentally and physically into my Friday Night Essence in music. I have focused on teaching myself how to play bass guitar and other people’s songs since I was 13. Once my parents realized I had a natural ability they bought me my first bass and amp. I have played for 17 years now for my Personal Fulfillment/Zen/Mind Escape/Enlightenment/Creation never playing in a band or recording anything at all.
I re-discovered my true passion for music about a 1 year 6 months ago, which all started with fixing my blown bass amp and hearing that mighty bass ring after so long without it felt invigorating!! About a month later I bought a new 5 string Schecter Bass Guitar I have had my eyes on for a while fully loaded and beautiful!! I have been playing with more passion and drive since I re-invested in my music passion to take it to the next level. To do so, I had and still have much to learn, progress, transcend to the next levels of integrations, knowledge, skill level, styles.
Lately since being discovered by The Secret Society, reading and absorbing all of the knowledge, envisioning everything as I read, I was able to see “in between the lines” in the slight changes in myself as I continued throughout the 3 manuscripts. I have been focusing on being the best by playing the best and most famous bass talents in the world!! Breaking down their integrations, styles, scales, arpeggios, legatos, note for note, hand placements, variations, effects. (Steve Harris Iron Maiden, guy is a monster on bass guitar and gives me the most difficult time deciphering what he plays and how he does it so lightning fast!!! Still amazes me, stumps me mentally, How the Hell did he do that?……) In a numbers standpoint (TSM) arrangements of notes with hundreds of effects, the possibilities are endless!! Which means there is never an end to learning in music!!!
Now that I have been integrating my thoughts more coherently and completely, of all my knowledge of playing bass guitar I can finally create from everything I have learned by playing other’s music for so long. Which was my stagnation trap, I could never crest that “creation mountain” for many years and create my own music. I have been recently recording what I have been playing on my new gaming computer I have always wanted! Instead of playing their music with them I let my own creations flow out of me unhindered and uncensored!! I have been revisiting all of my creations to build their mental imprint in my Mind Mansion of the Universe, and build their respective muscle memory patterns.
This is all on the side from my 12 hr. nights job that I have been integrating lately as well. Since applying everything as I was reading all 3 manuscripts to my normal job, it does not “drag on my soul” like it used to. Instead I feel more happy to be there after going through an extensive training and retraining process for a year before I was hired onto the company. Now I have been there for over a year as full time employee, I am still learning something new there every day. Whether that be mental or physical on every extrusion line and every window profile. I am a universal mind I will learn and run anything there and eventually would like a Tech 1 position fixing profile issues. So I have been learning, absorbing, their responsibilities, fixing issues with my own machines I run, becoming the Self Leader I have always been. I just didn’t have the strive to just do it. The mentality I do not get paid for it, so why do it. The typical mindset there, and I am also somewhat guilty of doing it on occasion too. Mainly because it didn’t seem like anyone in management ever noticed the positives and only focused on the negatives. Well, I decided that eventually someone might take notice of my extra efforts. Examples include efficiency, cleanliness, tasks fully completed, fixing my own window profile issues, according to dimensional or appearance standards. Since I started investing more effort in everything I do there, more are starting to take notice in my positive efforts and I have yet to reap the rewards but I can feel a wind of change coming from the horizon:)!!!!
Just wanted to share my progress with all of you who will be reading this!!! I am excited about this new path in my life and just the idea of where it can take me is invigorating and inspiring. I am captivated by the literature, if I focus intensely enough I can slightly feel the energy/aura flowing through me from the manuscript after reading/absorbing all that knowledge? Is that normal? It is so vivid I can watch it like a HD movie in my mind as I am reading the manuscripts. As I said just sharing some thoughts give me some feedback.
Eternally,
Sean