Thank you for helping me find my Friday night essence

Thank you for helping me find my Friday night essence. I now know that creating values through composing music is the person I was meant to be. I know this is only one piece to a super puzzle that will bring me happiness so here is my question; How can i eliminate doubt and anxiety about my FNE and stay on my downstream focus when the environment I live in is a anti civilization of man-made hate, disdain, envy, and negativity? I feel honored that I am allowed to become a member in this society even though I am just a 20 year-old college student from a poor-home. I would appreciate any insight.