Recapturing

As I began reading through the heirloom package, and now Pax-Neotech, there were many moments when I felt a strong urge to distance myself from neo-tech. But, being disgusted with my life and the way I saw thing in the world, I read on. Page by page, I found that neo-tech stands for the very things I have always believed in. I was amazed, yet still cautous. I have found that I buried my beliefs deeply and now I find it extremely difficult to recapture. I feel deep frustration that I am unable to find my FNE,however I’m determined and believe that it is stareing me right in the face. I’ve always believed and proven to myself that I am capable of almost anything and, looking back, have had many 10-second miracles. I spend most of my free time now, studying neo-think and hope to break through soon.