Level Two Integration

I think I’ve experienced many ten second miracles in the past regarding music, that’s basically how I taught myself to play the guitar. It just came about as a result of downstream focus and a steady stream of integrations from my favorite songs/bands. The only time I ever performed at all was in the sixth grade talent show, I sang a song and it was the most significant event of my life at the time. I’m not sure if music is my FNE, but then again I’ve never pursued it in any meaningful way. People always say I have “the talent”, although I’ve never believed them, perhaps what they’re saying in effect is “music is your FNE”. Either way, this is the only avenue I have to explore integrated thinking at present, seeing as I have no job and cannot get one no matter how hard I try. So I cannot apply the numbers perspective at work. But I can create values, in the form of guitar parts/song lyrics, and also in articles I’m beginning to write on various topics. I will work on perfecting some for Neothink News, since writing is the other thing people say I’m good at. And I suppose I’ll think about starting a Neothink band. Slash, the legendary guitarist and musical genius from Guns N’ Roses, dropped out of high school to pursue his passion through a single mini-day: twelve hours of guitar practice. I can’t imagine that, I try but I get so sick of it, which is why I’m not sure about anything. Nothing really brings me that happiness or exhilaration yet. I need something to change and soon.