Level 2

I believe I have had some 10 second miracle in my life time. But I still don’t know how to actually create…Is that even possible? To experience a 10 second miracle without creating values? Iv’e always seen things differently whether its politics, history or religion. Today I am exercising putting puzzles together and it has helped me understand the events that are happening around the world. I’m amazed when political or spiritual analysts arrive to conclusions on certain event days or if not weeks after I told my wife what my conclusions were or the true motivations of some of our ruling class and I sit in amazement! I’m still working on my FNE and I think I may have more than one. My question is how do I get used to being a hard thinker? I’m ex-military…I’m so used to being told what to do…It is so comfortable! But yet I don’t like it because I feel like I’m so depended on the Government and it makes me feel so hopeless for a better life for me and my wife and Kids!