level 2

Just finished my level 2 meeting, like othters I too don’t know if I am finding my FNE. Been thinking and writing in my journal about everything I experinence. Wondering if possibly that is it, or what? Being unemployed at the moment and for the last few years having a great struggle with life in trying to be and staying employed. An injury brought me to the conclusion that i must change careers. It hasn’t happened as I have seemingly been blocked at every door that I came to.
Wih that, now I am endeavoring to return to my profession, as a cook and hoping that my body holds up to the task. Still though as I want to work on this levels challenge, I wonder how that can be handled as am not sure when I will get back to work. Would also like to join the secret web site but as i understand it costs money and things are quite tight for me at the moment (facing a bankrupcty too) and cannot even afford that. Been thinking about this whole process put before me and trying to figure out how to handle it all, with my limitations. Without them limiting progress as I have been striving for this and do want to overcome it all.