integrations

I am surprised at the amount of hardship I have experienced in communicating with any one person since I have started this. I know there is some out there because this web-site did not come about all by itself and I am thankful for the information I have been able get and yet no one seems to want listen to my questions or thoughts. I feel everyone wants me to be alone, left to my own devices even though I have been given tools to work with, I am not allowed to interact with one person in any way shape or form. But, that is okay because my whole life has been just that. I know if I wait long enough I sill get the info I need to move on by myself.
Thank you for that.