integrations

I am seeing that the things that seem so familiar to me about the different things happening to me before neo-think were just snipettes of parts of the process and I had no idea as to what to do with them. If it was a ten-second-mirical I knew if tried to say anything to anyone that it would not be listened to because I was just a girl…I had no idea what I thought I was talking about and women do not belong is business…which is some of what I had been told when I tried to say something or put over any idea I may have come up with. Some of that crops up while the learning process covers some of these areas. If I am to be patient and get the essence from my husband…I do not have one and I get very irritated when enyone goes on and on about my posterity and children when I canot have any and there is no future in it for me as don’t have the equipment and no future partner at my age so why keep harping on those subjects? Don’t mind me…I am just tired and sleepy. Thank you and good night.