integrations

Mark This is the most powerful stuff that I have ever come across so far.There is a great sence of freedom and disipline in level 2 meeting.I know now I was a professional mystics (without the money)and a neocheater.I acctually perpetuated their hoax,as I think you know.I was a minister in the cathlic church,I taught from the bible using powerthinking to try to understand meanings.The powers that be were more concerned about monitery teachings.I lived the hoax,at the time it was my FNE although I knew it was wrong some how.I feel a great need to justify my wrong doing.I am skilled in many different trades.Is it possable to have multiple FNEs?This is a huge shift for me. I am right now going over all 114advantages and taking notes to try to understand better.I feel a huge shift of the mind trying to come through.I have wittnessed the ten second miracle in small things,such as Nash did,But am still having a little problem intregating lager matters.I love to create,look at things a little different.Right know it is just little things.I know the conscious being in me will explode.I can hardly contane myself.I want to become the person I was meant to be.Thank you Mark.