I been doing neothinking most of my life

I don’t know how to start this, without sounding like an idiot. But hear it goes. I been doing neothinking most of my life. And I’ve have gotten into trouble because of it. I had brought the Book back in the 90’s. I read the first BOOK half way through and it didn’t appeal to me. I was a concrete finisher and business was not my fortay. But when I got the rest of the program I was got me interested in the society. The books that I read where interesting,but redone. It was hard to keep on track. I believe in everything that has been said. I have hope that something like this was around. I’m 59yr.old and a loner most of my life. I’m retired and the way that it is set up there no way I can money any money without the government taking it away. I have dream of a world like the one in the Miss Annabelle’s secrets. Wish I had it when my children where growing up. I would like to know how I can get the material to help my grand kids. If I had the money I would start the revolution today. The only one that I know that had a chance was Perot that ran for president in the late 90’s, but he chicken out. There isn’t any problem that I can’t solve within my knowledge.I hope that I haven’t offended anyone,but I need more than a literature and answers to question that are on my mine. Like who pointed me out? I here to make money without the government getting in my hair. Thank You for you time and I hope I can get some answers.