I have already experienced my own 10 Second Miracles

At this time, I do not have any “job” and am on Social Security Disability. I have already experienced my own 10 Second Miracles at different times in my life. Some have borne fruit, some may yet. But I must admit that I’m finding difficulties due to my income limitations & not having a job to apply numbers to. I feel ready to leap but at the same time, I feel my circumstances are different from others, causing some difficulties in really making more integrations. Some things are difficult to apply as my circumstances are different. I’m sure I’m not the only one as we are called from different walks of life. I also am not sure how I can afford to go to the Neothink Society members only website, despite the modest cost. Last week I could barely afford toilet paper. Many months my husband & I could not afford our diabetic medications, among others. Any suggestions? Thank you in advance for your response. Christine