It is really my responsibility

I am analyzing how I see patients at work and I am trying different ways of increasing my efficiency by looking at numbers and things I can do to speed the patients through and till give them good medical care. I realized that I have been looking to you to show me how to evolve into another field of medicine that I might find more self fulfillment in. It is really my responsibility to neothink my job now and that will change my prospects and evolve into other things. I also started looking at my husband and his passion and dedication to his work in a new light. We are talking a lot more and I believe what he is doing now really is his FNE. Even though he is not making much money, he is happy and that is important to both of us, so I can give him the support, respect, and love he needs. I am looking at all aspects of my life in a different, hopefully more integrated fashion and it really does increase your zest for life. I basically am a rather introverted person and it is difficult for me to share what I’m feeling with other people on the website, but I wanted you to know that I am making progress and I really appreciate the insights that neothinking has given me.