I have been thinking about the FNE search

Hello Mark, I have been thinking about the FNE search. I was going through a divorce /separation and found comfort in playing music on my guitar and keyboards. This was a difficult task for me to begin but i persisted to the point that i enjoyed doing this and was up every morning early to play my guitar and create music. I started to record it and then post it on the internet. Now I know I am not the greatest musician and my music is not the best, but the process of doing all this has given me a new life. I love doing it and truly feel much better when i am playing and listening to my music. I love to write stories/poetry/lyrics, paint pictures, take pictures with a camera. I love to make home movies and add my music to it, that is fun. I love to tell stories with lessons in them. I find this whole business of creation has made me a happy man. I feel like I am 5 years old and jokingly state this. I have always been a happy person and even in the hardest of times I seem to find time to smile. So if I am already doing these things is there a way to push them through to the point of perfection. The 10 second miracle has also been going on in my life. I find those moments where all is clear and come to the finishing idea. I just need to put these two tools together so that I can utilize them anytime I need to. I feel there is more to the integrated thought process than just these tools. that there is a unified collection of tools that when put together they prove to be powerful and intuitive for whatever they are intended to be used on. such as a laser or tuning fork. When they are put to focus point they penetrate into what is and become a source of energetic creation.