Questions for you to let me know how I am supposed to do this by myself?

Bill, I have spoke to you on the phone during the free meetings I think, but I am not a shy person to let others know my history. How am I supposed to get things started without my husband backing me? I or we are raising our 8 year old grand-daughter now for two years now, but had her pretty much since she was a baby. My husband feels that this is only for the wealthy and we can’t afford to help, but I tried to explain to him that it was for us to become that way and become who we were meant to be and happy. He is very intelligent and is a Neothinker himself and agrees with all what Mark is trying to bring into our time, the Twelve Visions Law, but he doesn’t want to listen to me or start a business to help making more money for us to prosper since he is retired. What am I supposed to do about this without my husband behind me and constantly telling me “You need to watch how much money we have left especially since I’m not the one spending it? I have bought each and every book from Neothink on my own by selling my jewelry because he feels that is too much to spend on any book let alone join the members club to Neothink. What would you do in my situation if we can’t act together and I am unable to work because of my 13 unsuccessful surgeries? I am considered 100% disabled and I live on medication to some quality of life just to lighten up some of the constant pain I endure everyday, but I do what I can do and keep on smiling. I enjoy the meetings on the phone with the other members especially when we laugh and I get to hear the others from all the states.