Battling Off The Bicameral Mind

Good Day Mark!
Wow – what a journey! Being physically disabled I am still pushing through the best I can. I have incorporated Neothink into my readings for clients. Focusing on common denominators & numbers I have expanded my business to work out of two local Studios regularly. Still trying to become prosperous with my work my body fights me every step of the way. (I need a NEW body!)There is so much my mind & spirit want to do but my body just won’t allow it.
It is a constant battle within myself on this transformational journey between my bicameral mentality & Neothink. Seeing the bicameral in others is difficult as well & I know they must be forgiven as they know no better.
I have been very busy this past month helping to take care of my mother. This is not an easy thing to see our parents aging & eventually dying. My brother does not want to live much longer. He says he doesn’t want to suffer the disease of old age as he watches my suffering and my mother’s suffering. It scares him and saddens me deeply. My brother is a good brother, son, father, husband & worker to what ends he asks. This saddens me… My situation saddens me… Mark – I am very willing to be a test subject for elimination of death. I’d like to live on too but not this way – the way I currently feel. If I must go on this way – the suffering is too great. I wake up in so much pain each morning & I must push through it sometimes taking as long as 5 hours to be able to get out of the house to see clients. So I must preplan for this crap. Most times after doing an event it takes 3 days to a full week to recover. The only reason I am even able to do what I currently am is due to my own mind control. But I am quickly weakening and I know this… I could do so much if it wasn’t for this body.
I have also come to notice that one common denominator for those successful clients is that they have a money backer or family that gives them a financial start. See I am starting from pennies…. real pennies, myself with no one to help me.
I have created 10 second miracles in my twenty’s as a micro systems analyst. I am waiting for it to happen again. Looking and perceiving my business in new ways – numbers….
Life is just not meant to be such a struggle…