Ten Second Miracle

I have for 25 years looked toward making things better for my company only to find that it’s not welcome. I will regroup myself to see the company in a different way. Yes, I have thoughts about what to do to save the company in time and costs only to find out that it is a job that takes my essence away. Does that make sense? Your reinforcement about Self-responsiblility being up to you is true. My job is about for most part “service of benefits one may or not need because of the illusions everywhere” I think back in my childhood I could see the key motivation for my several jobs I created to make money for the family/independency for self. I even tried to duplicate myself thru my siblings showing them how we could gain and build the family future thru yes numbers, numbers was present as a child. Times I felt so alone but not anymore. To create is always on my mind. I want my grandson/granddaughter and sons never stop creating their future like I wan’t stop creating. Yesterday, I was chosen to be in a group to produce result for company. Does that mean maybe I am looked at different now or what?. I do know since I allow neothinking in my life at work has changed greatly. So I will focus on the number and intergrating to create ten second miracle because it is a must do. In fact, I will be revisitig 2 level meeting again for reinforcement. Thanks! Mark and Senior Mentor. Sincerely, Paula