intergrations

Wow! I am seeing some of the answeres to the questions asked. It is a great feeling to know people are really out there. I am sorry for so much of my negative feelings I put out there. I guess it mostly anger and yet anger is a secondary feeling there. I know it is either hurt or .. oh I cannot remember the other word because I have been feeling mostly hurt these past months and have so angry for so long I forgot to look at it to see what was really going on inside. I apologize so very much for not looking at that to get rid of it. I have also found other things where I have been hurt for so long for and am now just acknowledging. Again I apologize. With the books and reading if just received and been going through and being overwhelmed with the amount of reading I am in for…it is just overwhelming. I just have to keep taking one page at a time. Thank you for grammar and spelling check on this. I am so very thankful. As I was watching TV last night I got a lot of answers to a lot of my questions that have been running rampant in my head for so long. That and the movies have been giving me answers for so many years. I have not been looking at them the way most people look at them, but at the meanings deep down inside and the round and about ways these people think and act. Without them I would have given up a long time ago for that is where a lot of answers have been for me. I do have to be careful and do rethinking on occasion which has helped me to keep an open mind to new ideas and ways of thinking. Thank you again for all your help. Many, many thinks.