slipping from the nest

Can someone please contact me and help me get some earnings coming in to help me stay housed and fed, much less able to stay connected to this society of wealthy value creators? Far from belly-aching or whining I am simply trying to get something to help me right away, as I was contacted while homeless and used my precious little resources to buy the 3 heirloom packages even when I couldn’t afford to do anything but live in my uninsured van. I guess I’m not going to make it. It will probably be too late for me before someone reaches out with tangible help. I’m not asking for a hand out, just a way too earn a little money. I even joined GIN for 5 months and was not able to convince anyone that I was worth taking an interest in to get me started as a value creator. I then had to cancel because obviously I could not afford dues in my situation. I guess I’m just a mysticism-plagued value-destroyer marked for the ostracism wastelands. Oh well, I tried, and at least I’ll know M.H. at least saw something in me that was valuable. It meant alot to me. Please carry on the mission with the FNE that you have found. As a last attempt, I beg of you to tell me if there is a local group to me that I can meet with. I can not attend the local chapter meeting of GIN now as only an affiliate, and the holder of that meeting is also in Neothink society but it was never really discussed in depth, just mentioned. Anyway, you clearly made a mistake with me, I simply don’t qualify to be successful, in fact mostly the evidence I get from the universe is that I’m not even worthy to be housed, being homeless for most of last 8 years in a car or van.