Grannymax

I was really inspired at how Mark was able to look at things at such an early age and see beyond what was in front of him and create something new. I am a registered nurse and have often stated that I hope that someday there will be cure for all disease and the medical profession will be put out of business. I seem to be good at stating things, but never seem to do anything about making these changes, but in reading the books of heirloom packages and Dr Wallace’s Neo Pax Tech I am finding that it is like the things that I have been thinking my whole life are now in writing before me. It seems that I have always had a great thirst for knowledge and at one time I actively sought to quench this thirst, but now it seems that because I have advanced to the age of 58 that I think that it is time to hang my hat on the hook and call it a day.
When I was young I accomplished things that my fellow students were not doing and because I did not receive great praise fo my accomplishments I gave up and quit trying to quench my real thirst. My real thirst was not just for knowledge but to improve things for mankind in such a way that no one would no hunger, poverty, disease, or death. Those ideals were part of my childhood outlook on things and now I know that I need to revive this quest and continue on. All that I need for recognition is to know myself what I can and have accomplished.
I am presently working as a school nurse, but do to politics in the nursing field as to what is perceived to be needed to be a productive member of the nursing community and what is really needed, I am being replaced by a registered nurse that has been certified as a school nurse. I have a tendency to blame others for ny shortcomings and lack of commitment, but over the past few weeks that has begun to change. The only way that I can change things is to embark on this journey with Mark.
I need to really read and absorb the knowledge in a more effective manner before I am really ready to ask questions.