confused still

once again i was erased after getting my thoughts down but this time something appeared called the secret and wanted me to join and showed my id number but did not know what the pass word would because i knew not where it came from but before i could question it disapeared as well realy hard for me to comply with my thoughts when it takes so long to get something and it is never my orginal thoughts i mean how many times can you rewrite and it stay the same lol thank you